Im worrying for my future?

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im 18 and going to graduate high school this year. getting a regents diploma, and all thats fine. but i struggled threw it.im starting to really worry about after high school. i feel if i spend the cash on college (loans, grants whatever) i will unpurposely get stressed & drop out, and all that money will have been a wasteful investment. i have a 1000 saved from my mickeyds job, but i had to leave there in august...im looking for a job but its harder said then done i worry about when it is time to move out, & with no friends and suffocating parents im dying to move out of state by 22. but i know things come up (money wise) & it makes me extermely depressed and hopless for a good future. thinking about all this is making me continously anxious. i dont want to be living pay check to pay check when im moved out, but without college i feel like ill be stuck with minimum wage. what are some ways i can plan to ensure a moderate future for myself while i have the chance? (other than college)

Im worrying for my future?